under a cloud

I've been under a cloud lately and have come to realize just how safe and protected I've created my world to be. It's not a good world in the sense that most of it is fake. I've even begun to fool myself. Amazing how we can think one way so much that even though it's not real we begin to think it's the truth. Now I'm just writing sections of a really big thought and this probably won't make sense. More to come later.